Mann...! today was superb,i mean quite superb...though initally been in a bit blurry situation n was deeply confused about what's going to happen for exams. Well I had a great gp lesson today. We got to see the second debate from the remaining 2 groups,exclusive and salona,(nice name guys hehe)as they covered political issue. International organisation face an impossible task of achieving international cooperationDiscuss..
My Oh My,Balqis is being very lucid and has managed to emphasised her points articulately though hers is quite meatless. But again, due to her panache and clear pronounciation she has gained most of the marks from our 'bimbo judges' hehe~ Bravo balqis!
At the same time, I was kinda sleepy but managed to take a nap on my way home~zzzZ
7.30pm! that was the inspirational moment felt by a person called 'me' hehe, I was watching this I-contact programme where Dr. Vivian Balakrishnan is the guest of the day and he had this excellent discussion plus a lively interaction with scores of students comprises of different levels. It was amazing mann! I enjoyed the way he tackled the issues plus his well-mannered response. He's open with the OB markers issue and the local casino thingy. But for one thing I noticed that these mps,(i mean most of the mps) proclaimed that study is not the main reason of why they go to school....(wow)...dear dear~let's get back to the purpose of education itself aiyee...wink*
with such a full blow of words today,i should end up here..tsk tsk
curser at 6:50 AM

Let me see,i was pretty tired today,so many things to do...well received a bomb shell~exams coming,had my schedule unarrange.d..what's gonna happen?don't ask me.Hooboy,im taking my time,relaxing enjoying my time reading other ppl's blog. but then, seems like some are into depressing mode..(tak payah bilang pun boleh baca, tahu sangatlah..)
Sometimes i just wonder..what r these people's definiton on life....y are they too down? y life seems so uncontrolable for them...or simply is that i just dont understand them..?
I was carrying Shameena,soothing her in my arms as she began to sleep soundly. At that point of time I was wondering is this part of the life that i should seek to? Perhaps ppl out there won't undertstand the subtlely -stated-rhetoric.
I dont know..people tend to see me the study-head lad,am i? education revolves in my life most of the time..u ask me love...i cant answer that,its a deep-thought thingy.Crush? Admire? for one thing i must say,it is inescapable...i can say i love u soo much..that sometimes u make me cry,but i force myself not to love u..and u'll never know that...u shall never will, until i reveal~but never i will...

whatever it is~ let;s pray for the best...i believe and i will always believe in Him.
..enuf is enuf done all i can now ur'e gonna lose me..




curser at 8:32 AM

Day: Saturday
Time:12.20pm
Venue: Woodlands Regional Library

This is it!!!!this is the final,the anti-climax,the highest peak of Miq Quiz 2004.
I was so tired after struggling and striving to settle things up in the office last night. I came back at 11.30pm almost in the middle of the night with my heavy bag and files while at the same time my eyes started to blink most of the time because i felt so sleepy~felt dizzyas i couldnt sleep till 2a.m
The next morning I woke up as usual to go to school.Initially, I enjoyed today's gp lesson. Mr. Bambang Sugeng was terrific, having someone who had experience attending U.N general assembly,he had definitely managed to elaborate the system and procedures involving the U.N and the importance of having a platform of multilateral conflict resolution.
Back with the quiz,i reached the library at 12.20pm and was trying to arrange prizes-rehearse, recheck a couple of times.A bit of panic conquered me,but eventually things turn out well though there are a bit of glitches.And suddenly everything has come to an end tsk tsk,but well i enjoyed a chat with bro. farhan..haha what a 'secret' hehe...and the same time managed to have a chat with this guy ,a freelance from Berita Harian.Too bad I didnt know his name ,friendly i must say. Sigh..now i have to switch everything ,my brain specifially..let the exams begin!


curser at 7:36 AM

Day:Saturday
Time:12.30pm
Venue:Woodlands Regional Library

I reached the library late because I was so exhausted as I have been working on the prizes the whole day in the office last night. Nonetheless I'm trying to enliven my mood and spirit for the sake of psychoing audiences and participants to be in a happy mood. I've tried my best to set up the seating arrangements.Never did I expect to face so many glitches, was a bit scared upon seeing Bro Alfian's as he saw the chaos. Lack of manpower and power point went cock up....mann I hardly had any suitable words to describe at that point of time. Having my temperature risen as my fever was a bit uncontrolable, I force myself to proceed with my task. I may be independent and was forced to work things out alone yet I won't bug off from my feet. Initally felt a bit down but then things turn out to be ok, the best part is when the supporters and audiences are competing to answer question for the sake of vouchers.hehe~ In addition, the flash was great yahoo! managed to publicised the MIQ club and its "aunthentic members." I was surprised to see "Kasturi"'s wearing Aj's uniform. In a nutshell,i still had a great time,come on mann my school managed to enter finals...wink*
As I was about to go for the day-briefing,Khai An pestered me to watch movies with him..with the rest...HUH??, nah no movies...I was thinking of watching Passion of the christ...hmm hmm if i have the time...
The night has entered in, and we decicde to hang out a while at mcdonald. Khai An belanja...ice cream and fish frippers(yummy) it kills my pangs on hunger,unfortunately I couldn't eat the ice cream bcoz i had a sore throat. Back then in the library everyone keeps telling me that I look tired,restless and sick.Yeah,i am sick.In fact, I have lost my voice and i've tried so hard to deliver my opinions during the meeting just now. I didn't enjoy myslef much as i hang out with them, probably i am sick and Omar kept provoking me as he licked the ice-cream favourably. I went back early with a pain in the nerves. Luckily, I didn't faint or whatsoever...as I went back I was scolded by kHAI aN for not telling them that I am sick, Nadiah motivates me to rest even kak norita says i have lost my voice! tsk~ tsk~ what a day....
curser at 9:15 AM

I was totally sick, nonetheless I was glad that I have upload some pictures for this blog,just need a bit of touch ..and everything will be done....I pray I'm strong enough to finish up my work in the office tomorrow.tsk tsk~
curser at 9:04 AM

tired tired feel so uncomfortable...i hope the upcoming big events will turn out smoothly come on guys we can arent we??>...
curser at 8:20 AM

MMMmm not sure if I were to express myself as the most happiest person or the opposite. But for one thing I was emotionally touch by the Almighty, for He had given me a lot..the help that none of us can afford to give. At times,I feel so ashamed that despite of the mistakes I had done, He would still shower me with his love and guidance, never fail to send me 'angels' to remind me of my mistakes. At times when I feel so lost He would remind me that the 'Quran' is always there to soothe me...

How can I ever repay His deeds and love Him the way He loves me...~?
curser at 7:59 AM