Ok, today was really great! I had this little girl smiling at me as her dad push her in a pram and I had all the time for myself,been spending most of the time reading and strolling in esplanade. Oh yes! I was lucky today coz i get to sit beside the window, viewing the blue river while at the same time there's this eurasian guy practising piano and it was soooo nice, genre of melody..it is inexplicable. Plus a message that I won't forget, it is stated that dance acts as a tool or so for women,acting as a message of freedom to them, to voice out and express several things. This was what stated in the esplanade library. I read one of this women's magazine and it stated that 15% of men's skin is oilier than women and they tend to have larger pores than women.ahah! interesting fact I must say. Oh! almost forgot, yesterday I met Danial to give his book at the same time got to know Abdullah, an outspoken 15 year old filipino who wants to convert, how extraodinary!
curser at 8:14 AM

I'M BACK!!!!! yeehaaaa!! back from KL, for 5 days it is fun and exciting. There is so much things happen down there. I bought LOADS of books, shop...shop ..shop till drop hehe. Food is a blessing in KL, been eating kebabs every night. Overall i give THUmBS UP!!! Today went to bookfair at Wisma Indah, I bought a book for myself. I went to my principal's house 2 days ago. It is really cool, we discussed a lot of things. ....oh yeah sis nora engaging soon!!! oh man! how fast times can be! my senior engaging..whoa..Ok im running out of idea, daa!
curser at 12:43 AM

I LOVE U, U LOVE ME .
WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY…
WITH A GREAT BIG HUG AND A KISS FOR ME TO YOU, MUACKZ!
WON’T YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TO

Hehe..that was the song that we chose for the presentation. However, we manipulated everything end up singing the song in punk, acapella and pop style. If you are wondering what am I talking about well, the fact that is I just came back from an overnight camp at Changi. It was fantastic, a new experience to share with. The cool thing is that I did not plan to stay overnight, so it was a last minute shopping spree at Changi Village. I had a chance to play rugby. It was great but there was a bit of bad luck in me. There was one time where Omar tried to pass the rugby ball to me but unfortunately it hit my face on the right hand side. Nevertheless it is something memorable haha!
During the night the MIQ group planned to buy a camou. shirt for each of us for the War Games. It was so cool wearing army t-shirt though the War Games eventually had to be cancelled off due to the cold-windy weather, still we had a great time playing so called infantry style of preying enemy.(haha lousy!)

I'm off to KL in few hours time..be back in friday yeehaa!

curser at 7:12 AM

Nature Boy
There was a boy...
A very strange enchanted boy,
They say he wandered very far very far,
Over land and sea,
A little shy and sad of eye,
But very wise was he.
And then one day,
One magic day he passed my way,
And while we spoke of many things,
Fools and kings,
This he said to me,
The greatest thing you'll ever learn,
Is just to love and be loved in returned.
- Eden Ahbez (1948) -

curser at 7:47 AM

sharpswot: it's fun isn't it, sending sms, making friends, making up
curser: haha gona write in my blog later on
curser: hehehe
curser: :)
sharpswot: lol
sharpswot: great!

Yeehaa! Promise gonna write it in my blog!
Well, once upon a time, a girl had a some kind of misunderstood with her friend then Han came along, he gave a good suggestion and miracles happen!..hehe a saviour!

Today, went to MuslimMedia with Danial, it’s my second time going there quite cool place, was thinking I need more than hundred bucks to ‘buy’ books over there. Oh yeah~ I have booked a room at CityVilla hotel, gonna check in this Monday and will be back on friday. I was told that I have an important role to play. The fact that is, it’s not merely a holiday shopping..shopping and shopping. It’s more about to use the power of psyche to entertain Salihin’s sister. I’m terribly sorry for her; I’ll do my best to boost up her spirit.

curser at 7:37 AM

Oh yeah I got quotation of the day, something that I tend to forget sometimes or perhaps overlooks over certain things without thinking twice:-

“Janganlah kita menilai seseorang berdasarkan apa yang dilihat melalui mata kasar tanpa menyelami hati budi mereka”

Sharizal Shafi’ee
ITE Yishun


curser at 7:46 AM

I got tired as I have been scanning pictures for almost an hour or more, unfortunately that excludes the proposal for liyana and to amend some of the pictures. Mann! I can’t believe it Hanis remembers that I love to draw a lot.haha! impressive~ I was lucky that I have all day for myself today. I watch ‘mohabbatein’ with my sister end up drying our tears for the second time :P
curser at 7:41 AM

I'm back again!!! yehaa,Oh man!! I couldn't believe it that i was dragged to watch bollywood movie today. Kinda nervous ya noe first time not really sure about watching it in cinema, but nontheless I must say it's a superb one! aha! makes me drying my tears unstoppable..undeniably there are some similarity between the story and the reality that I have been facing through all this while. It's... sigh I' m not so sure how to say, kinda hard to vent it out. By the way, I bought a huge spongebob figurine for my sister. I'm so tired today just came back from meeting. I don' know but my heart keeps worrying.
curser at 7:45 AM

I'm so tired today, been going out since morning trying to accomplish my misson and alhamdulillah I'm greatful to be able to fulfill my wishes for today, had my camera done. Today is an expectant. Lots of people coming to my house, I should've stay at home. Hooboy~ so tired, I need to rest..
curser at 7:41 AM

Yesterday was not so good, obstreperous all the way which eventually drove me crazy to the max., nonetheless I had a good time discussing several ‘Usuluddin’ questions with my teacher and I’m looking forward to read the book that she mentioned. This indirectly reminds me of my plan to take a trip to Johore to buy books, gotta fix a date a.s.a.p before school reopens. Well, I was too tired to follow them thus my house is the last destination for me. Oh yeah, some of them were freaking in seeing my two huge terrapins, some tried to touch Tots but he was too scared the moment he saw too many people starring at him so he scampered off as fast as he could, poor fellow~
Today is a disappointment. We are supposed to go our teachers’ houses however none of them were at home, it seems that we lingered more than to reach our main aim. Tomorrow I plan to take a break from ‘jalanraya’. It’s back to the normal pursuit, walking down the road viewing the enchanting nature at the same time set the schedule for the upcoming weeks. May my plan run out smoothly.


curser at 7:22 AM

Yesterday was a hectic one, today is quite ok. Tomorrow will be hectic too, guess that I’m really busy this week “jalanraya” with ex. Schoolmates, ex. Classmates and current classmates and hoping to settle down by next week. Oh yeah, I had a grand meeting just now with the NLB representatives. Initially it’s quite tense; it’s like meeting with tycoons hahaha! Eventually everything went out smoothly and we had our so called “post mortem” for the upcoming camp. I’m not sure how we suddenly got into this topic about the Day of Judgement, the Signs and stuff. It was quite scarry, to think about dajal is like feeling just wanna sit and home and pray all the time. In the middle of the conversation, we touched about this hadith which mentions about the sea of galilei..it’s drying up soon. It’s just too many to think of….
Oh yeah I can’t afford to forget about merchandising…remember to do survey..targets…phew~

curser at 7:07 AM

BUT IT ALSO..IT ALSO HEAlS YOUR SOUL

Oh if someone writes a song….
With a simple rhyme…
Just a song..
Where his feelings show…
And if someone feels the same..
About the simple song..
Or sometimes u can hear them say…
Music gives you happiness or sadness..
But it also, it also heals your soul….

Let the music heals you soul..
Let the music takes control…
Let the music gives you the power to move any mountain

Oh if someone plays piano with some simple chords
So melodic and endearing too
And oh if someone plays guitar
With the old piano
And maybe you can hear them sing…
Music gives you happiness or sadness
But it also,it also heals your soul~

curser at 7:55 AM

I’m wondering how 2004 will be…sometimes I’m just too scared too think of it. Lots of things await me, exams..? projects?? Despite thinking of school and workloads, I wonder how does it feel to be in this position..struggling to reach my ultimate goal while at the same time..I’m just alone, struggling, fighting for the betterment of life. At times, I’m just so confused..I’m not sure to whom should I turn to or perhaps I’m just too scared that they’ll take me for granted.
Sometimes I feel I’m in my own world and it’s kind of hard to express when they hardly understand me. Bet next year, I have the whole day to cry for myself. I won’t be having my best friends to be with me, I won’t be seeing them in the mrt anymore..We’re separated, following our own path. That’s sad, that is so sad but we have to sacrifice at times don’t we?
Sometimes I’m wondering is life is just all about studying..and get a job?..or perhaps get suitable partner to marry with?
Sometimes I wonder is being a teen is all about studying? Fashions? Movies? Clicks? Puppy love? Socialize? Is that all??
Is that what I truly want?

curser at 7:22 AM